"I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real, the needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything.What have I become? my sweetest friend. Everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt. [...]"
Nine Inch Nails - Hurt
Whatever the place is, whoever with I am, the story is the same and in the end, everyone goes away until I decide to do it. Whatever the life is you always can't count only on yourself. And you dreams. And music.